I am wanting…

…to not want so much.

…some new good clothes. some common sense. some perspective. some good books. a pair of magic hands and a kind intelligent soul to do my thesis for me. And to find me a job. some courage. a good friend. someone to talk to. the winter back. or even the spring. a trip up north or east. to lose weight. to dance. to swim. to get off my lazy bum and do something. to meet old friends. to walk many laughing miles with Kavya Sree Satish. And to have silent deep conversations with Anand Shankar. to take good pictures. for this cloying feeling to go away. to sincerely have at least one thing i could call mine for keeps from the past couple of years. to write some. to write some more. to find peace within, to begin with. to run away. desperately to go to London….

like i said, too much wanting!

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4 thoughts on “I am wanting…

  1. “to sincerely have at least one thing i could call mine for keeps from the past couple of years”….

    How we would all love to beat transience out of existence at this stage of life. And to have the good songs playing forever…

    Memory, my friend, is probably the best of what you have of the last two years and friends and people who follow your blog religiously! And world peace ๐Ÿ™‚

    Also, London is just a phone call away or at least the people in London are. I would like to believe that’s one of the reasons drawing you to the city.

    As for my I want list…At the moment, it starts with, getting my current essay done tonight, without getting distracted and moving onto the next tomorrow…

    Much love.

    • lisaaa! yes you are one of the big reasons i wish to come to London. and memories…yes i know, only something more solid would make me feel amply better. but yes, life is another name for Moving On.

      Come back soon, i wish to hug you! ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. โ€œto sincerely have at least one thing i could call mine for keeps from the past couple of yearsโ€โ€ฆ.

    To which nidhi gupta, i say 3 words for you – ROOM 6 FRANDS

    • The Sve! yes, i know, but you are mine for keeps from pre-historic times ๐Ÿ˜€ thank you for being there. may god bless you with many fractions of you-know-what ๐Ÿ˜›

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